Hey and one other thing I forgot to say last Sunday was my Birthday so anyways my Birthday didnt actually happen how I thought it would because I didnt spend my Birthday at my aunt and cousins house ............ but I had a good day anyways my mom bought me a pizza and some kind oreo desert thing and she was going to take me to chuckie cheese but we didnt get to go because we found out that it wasnt in Destin/Florida that it was in Pensacola/Florida instead well anyways I had really good day and I am 17 now ..............................

ok so whats up ppl .... well anyways I havent been here for long time now sense like July or August so anyways I just wanted to say hey ......... and here watch this its me at my school at the end of the day ............. Choctawhatchee High School

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this is what something the internet told me my name meant but I dont think these seven words describe me because I am not really that great I am not saying I hate my self I am just thinking that other people hate me *tears*

J	Juicy
E	Extreme
S	Sweet
S	Shiny
I	Innocent
C	Crazy
A	Appreciative

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sometimes ellen degeneres scares me because as you all know shes a lesbian aaah!!! but I still like her funny sense of humor shes really great

Fear and love Fear and Love are two of the most basic and powerful human emotions. As they spread from person to person, they can inspire such extremes of behaviour as killing one another or dying for one another. Considering that the fundamental importance of love is so widely agreed upon, it is remarkable how many of us seem dedicated to promoting its opposite: fear. "There is no fear in love: true love has no room for fear." Fear is a natural response to danger that quickens the mind's efforts to anticipate and avoid potential peril or problems. However, stemming from the irrational part of the mind, it knows no logic and sometimes gets unhinged from its target. People whose lives have been filled with fear often continue to be afraid long after the potential danger has been removed, making up their own, irrational, reasons. Chronic fear is a debilitating state of mind that weakens body and soul, associated with heart conditions, nervous disorders, stress, depression and paranoia. This is especially dangerous when it affects the powerful, since it impacts the decision-making capabilities and distances people from the real consequences of their actions. Even worse, the natural result of fear is to act selfishly without regard for the wellbeing of others. Love has many shades of meaning, but it is well understood as a selfless devotion to someone - a determination to do them right and to encourage and care for them. By focusing our attention away from dead matter such as money or material goods, onto the living beings on whom it rightly resides, love helps us to rediscover our humanity. Taking joy in relationships with others is a positive alternative to escapism, and it helps us overlook their failings, inspiring them to love us in return. Art contains both love and fear in varying degrees and each artist feels both in creating and exposing her work to the eyes of others. Showing the creation from within lays heart and soul on the line and opens the artist to fear while they hope for love. The sketch here is even more so. A self portrait sketch that may or may not evolve into a drawing. The proportion isn't right, but the pose is interesting.Technorati tags: art, moleskine, sketch, self portrait, love, fear wrote by Jeanette Jobson at 5/25/2006 08:57:00 PM

sometimes I feel like I want friends but I dont know how to make them and also I feel like I want a bf sometimes but I cant do anything about it but oh well I will just be sad and alone for ever I mean I got my family and of course jesus but I dont have friends or anything if only I wasnt shyI will never get over my shy way I guess I will always be this way and people will always think I have a mental disibility or something tears no one will ever understand why I am so shy but its ok ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- well at this time10:38 pm 5/23/06 Tuesday I am thinking about this guy I like but he has a girlfriend here is a picture of him he is with a girl but this girl isnt his girlfriend he has another girlfriend she is kinda like shorter then this girl in the picture about more my height