sometimes I feel like I want friends but I dont know how to make them and also I feel like I want a bf sometimes but I cant do anything about it but oh well I will just be sad and alone for ever I mean I got my family and of course jesus but I dont have friends or anything if only I wasnt shyI will never get over my shy way I guess I will always be this way and people will always think I have a mental disibility or something tears no one will ever understand why I am so shy but its ok ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- well at this time10:38 pm 5/23/06 Tuesday I am thinking about this guy I like but he has a girlfriend here is a picture of him he is with a girl but this girl isnt his girlfriend he has another girlfriend she is kinda like shorter then this girl in the picture about more my height